Hard time for Lisa Niemi
Patrick Swayze and Lisa Niemi / © WENN.com
The widow of Patrick Swayze compares the grief over the loss of her loved one to being on fire. Lisa Niemi admits that she still has to nibble on the death of the actor who died of cancer last September at the age of 57 years, Nevertheless she hopes to be able to find her inner peace again someday: "I have innumerable feelings. Some are extreme, sometimes it is just general malaise, sometimes it is as if someone is pouring gasoline and lighting me. I must not lose faith that this will change someday. "Despite her grief, 53-year-old Niemi, who has been married to the star of" Dirty Dancing "for 34 years, is convinced that she will eventually fall in love again becomes. "I can hardly imagine it. But I hope it happens someday. I do not hope that I will end up as one of those widows who will never again have another relationship. This has put my faith to the test. I've learned that life is not always fair, "said the widow. Niemi and Swayze did not have children in common, but the actress hopes she will have children someday. The British Times reveals that "having children is one of my goals. I do not know why it did not work. We should have checked our fertility, but we did not do that. I wonder if I should consider adopting. Other singles do that. I've always wanted to have kids, but I'm not going to make decisions for a while now. "
